Between religions and Atheism ... it's like a circle

[Eihab]

I think the religious thoughtful stages are always similar and like a circle, means: when one tries to think in our existence, he starts moving between the ideas and religious theories "in his mind,"

As for the deism, you can't help asking: why didn't the creator guide us to the right way, or describe himself to us, and how can you worship something you have no idea about him? And how can I worship him? What are the requirements for this "religion"?

So, the best solution is in Agnosticism. But since I believe that Agnostics don't have any knowledge about anything and they don't care about that, so maybe the Agnosticism is just a trying to not to think, and perhaps it's not suitable for everyone, because there are many people don't agree with no thinking, they prefer to believe in any religion albeit they know it's not a complete religion.

And when you try to deepen your thinking, you would have arrived to Atheism, and then you prefer to give your mind some comfortable and peace, but after that, and when you try to think again, you will find the Atheism is terrifying Idea. When we think in ourselves after death, and we know that we will go to nothingness, you will feel depressed, then you will return to your religion again "for a while." But your religion doesn't persuade you from the beginning and pushed you to find a solution to this problem.

Then you start thinking to leave you religion to another, and start reading and searching before you confront the bigger problem, namely, all religions are divided to many doctrines, and in many cases they describe each other as infidels or pagans, then after searching, you reject all, and told yourself, "the invalidity of religions doesn't deny the existence of God," then you maybe choose the Deism … for a while.

I told you: it's like a circle.